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Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link
a young man from a far away land.
corposlave ("software engineering consultant" lol).
GNU/Linux (Slackware). Programming (asm, C, sh, Lisp, Lua, Web, JS, etc.). Likes writing documentation, understanding & maintaining systems, archiving, organization. Interested in paper machines, books, visual novels, writing, drawing, anime. EN/AR fluent, TR can order food, JP early learnings.
RƎD.
Website: https://dreamscape.link/
PGP Fingerprint: 0BEB A81D 9E51 F58F 7E40 78B8 CFC8 26D6 A116 A778
Current Account: https://fedi.dreamscape.link/rozenglass
Backup Account: https://mstdn.io/@rozenglass
Dead Account (1): https://anime.website/rozenglass
Dead Account (2): https://letsalllovela.in/rozenglass
OCEAN: O+++C+E-A++N++
MBTI: INFJ
Ψ: RƎD
Joined: 2026-07-21 13:34:12
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Reply to @Hipoalergeniko@poa.st
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 16:24:33)
@Hipoalergeniko@poa.st very Elegant & Sophisticated indeed. But you know what is even /more/ disgusting? The ridiculous waste of resources and energy forced upon us by dishonorable engineers pleasing their master investors, literally wasting millions of hours of people's lives, due to their incompetence. Trading fragments of millions of souls every day for some number to increase on a financial spreadsheet. I have to repress violent urges every time I see a CAPTCHA asking millions of people to waste two minutes each of their lives, and that's just the surface of it, a literal distributed stealth massacre, and no one even cares. But I digress, my apologies, just had to read some horrible code today. Anyway, I wish you a good day, fellow creature of Earth. May we all figure this out, somehow.
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Reply to @nigga_tyreese@poa.st
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 15:53:47)
@Grumblesock@clew.lol @nigga_tyreese@poa.st Thank you for the kind words. A bit more than three years, felt like forever considering how many crazy experiences we've been through. I'm trying my best to handle it well, cleaning up my house, fixing things, dead lifting almost every day, walking outside for hours, visiting family and friends, cooking new things, negotiating new work contracts. Sleep is the only thing I think I'm not doing very well at. At the same time, I'm trying my best not to evade thinking about things when they come up, so they don't build up and explode at me later. Everything feels empty right now, but I still go through the motions because I know if I stop I will fall apart, and it would be very hard to put myself together afterwards. Therapy as a concept does not even exist around here. I don't know if she will ever come back, considering she's so far removed from my life now, and is on the other side of the planet, and I try not to keep my hopes up because false hope is worse than dealing with the pain. I'm not chasing her, because I know it will make her hate me if I do. I tried to be positive at first and talk about things and "fix" things when she brought it up, but once she said she doesn't want to talk anymore I stopped talking to her completely. Whatever she ends up doing, she needs the space to consider things for herself, with a level mind, away from my influence.
Reply to @pernia@cum.salon
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 15:38:50)
@Grumblesock@clew.lol @pernia@cum.salon Thank you.
Reply to @pernia@cum.salon
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 10:54:49)
@Grumblesock@clew.lol @pernia@cum.salon This place is treacherous, has a knack for storms spawning out of nowhere, at anytime, but I'm not in any active danger right now. Thank you for asking ^-^
Reply to @meowski@fluf.club
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 10:49:45)
@Grumblesock@clew.lol @meowski@fluf.club Thank you for the kind words. Love is always followed by loss, and it hurts indeed. The worst pain of my life so far, I haven't managed a full night's sleep for two weeks by now, seeing her in my dreams every time my eyes close. But is it better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all. I had the best times of my life with her too. If I went back in time, knowing what I know, I would still choose to live those times, I just would have cherished them a lot more. Now I can only cherish them as memories. I hope to learn my lesson from now on, and value every moment with people I love at its real worth; irreplaceable.
Reply to @pernia@cum.salon
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 10:31:06)
@Grumblesock@clew.lol @meowski@fluf.club @pernia@cum.salon syria.
Reply to @meowski@fluf.club
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 10:04:10)
@Grumblesock@clew.lol @meowski@fluf.club I don't think she even knows the truth herself. She's always been the kind of person to learn from the world by pushing against it, and the world pushing back. I'm a lot more the thinking theory and models kind of person. My best guess is that when she chose to marry me and come with me she didn't know what trading everyone and everything in her world for me really meant. It only truly sunk in after her grandma died, then her aunt died, then her mom got a heart attack and had to stop working, then her best friend got diagnosed with something that is very likely to kill in a year. All while she's hopping countries with me for years, places unfamiliar, languages she doesn't know, can't even talk to anyone, missing all what the US as a first-world country provides. Not even internet, water, and electricity are guaranteed things in the places we've been. So when she was last visiting the US to see family again after a few years away, it all finally hit her, hard. The life I'm living is not for her, not the life she always wanted to live. I thrive in uncertainty, in adjusting plans on the go, in adapting to whatever life throws at me, I had to, dealing with war and displacement and being wanted by my government for a decade for deserting the military during the civil war, and all kinds of things that I could have never planned beforehand, while her dreams were a cute little house in suburban America with two kids and a dog. The US wouldn't let me within a 100 miles of its border for the foreseeable future. No amount of tasty meals we cooked together, hobbies we shared, fun we had, promises we made, could replace the life she wanted, the person she wanted to be. She needed stability, safety, knowing where she was going, she needed friends and family and neighbors, nearby, that she could care for, live around, and who cared for her, not to feel alone. She saw my need to adapt all the time, and my focus on my work and bu
Reply to @meowski@fluf.club
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 08:53:45)
@Grumblesock@clew.lol @meowski@fluf.club I don't have kids, no. I think I will need a long time combing through our entire past to figure out what happened, and re-contextualize the events in a way that makes sense. I thought she was having the best of times in our relationship, and she even told me so herself on many occasions, there is no one event I can point to and blame for what happened, and nothing she told me when leaving is the real answer either. She's a complex person, and so am I, and lots of interleaved feelings are involved. But I always thought that we had a whole life time ahead of us to talk things out and work it out. I didn't know my clock was running out. Part of me curses every moment I spent at work, or distracted with my random autistic pursuits. Now she's on the other side of the planet, and doesn't want to talk to me because she said it makes her miss me and hurts her too much. In the end, I might have to accept that I never understood who she is, and she never understood who I am, and the bitter truth is that I will not have answers that will make sense.
Reply to @yassie_j@labyrinth.zone
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 08:32:54)
@mira@sk.fedi.gay @yassie_j@labyrinth.zone @mdhughes@appdot.net
post-scarcity in star trek always felt to me more like vulcan-inspired strict dystopian social propaganda Earth governments want people to believe and pretend is true, especially if you work in for governments, than it being a real fact. everything else in the lore indicates that assigning resources, transporting them around, ensuring control over them, are core concerns of the system.
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 08:12:40)
@mxchara@seattle.pink dwm, with some 3rd party patches, and some personal patches, on my Slackware machines, and cwm on my OpenBSD machines.
Reply to @stoner713@poa.st
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 08:09:27)
@stoner713@poa.st You and me both, brother. You and me both.
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Reply to @Grumblesock@clew.lol
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 08:04:15)
@Grumblesock@clew.lol Other than my wife leaving me a couple of weeks ago, because "I'm the best person she's ever met in her life, who took care of her in every possible way, but she's loosing who she is around me, and who she wanted to be", no, I'm good. Very okay indeed. Maximum theoretical limits of good considering the circumstances. Thanks for asking, friend. How about you? Is there something wrong with you?
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Reply to @stoner713@poa.st
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 07:57:06)
@stoner713@poa.st Burgers don't exist here in the desert, maybe that's the world's real problem; lack of burgers. I'm currently cooking some lentil soup with zucchini, carrots, apple cider vinegar, and olive oil, very good stuff indeed. But I'm sure the soup would have been better if I threw in some burgers in it, I've heard a lot of great things about burgers.
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 07:48:58)
@Kalogerosstilitis2RevengeoftheJunta@poa.st @The_Vampire_Brigade@detroitriotcity.com @DisintegratedReality@nicecrew.digital @nigga_tyreese@poa.st @stoner713@poa.st @Grumblesock@clew.lol @Hipoalergeniko@poa.st who hurt you, little elves of northern woods? can't handle telling your friend of a decade that they look good without having intrusive sexual thoughts? may the lord speed your relief, and grant you the peace you seek, in this world and beyond.
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Reply to @Sovereign@nicecrew.digital
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 07:24:45)
@Sovereign@nicecrew.digital Thank you.
Reply to @Sovereign@nicecrew.digital
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-22 06:04:34)
@Sovereign@nicecrew.digital Still too raw, barely a couple of weeks since she left and went back to her country, I spent 10% of my life so far with her, so it will take some time for my mind to untangle the mess. Plus, I'm in the middle east currently, and I don't think I'm culturally compatible with the flavors of insanity of the people here, so chances of meeting a good woman are abysmal. My current approach is to focus more on my business and extended family instead.
Reply to @shinmera@mastodon.tymoon.eu
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-21 22:39:59)
@shinmera@tymoon.eu perfect mix of cool, cute, and pretty ^-^
Reply to @Sovereign@nicecrew.digital
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-21 22:38:26)
@Sovereign@nicecrew.digital Started watching Frieren with my wife, she stopped watching it with me because her ex-husband liked it a lot and that made her hate it, I finished season one and by the time I wanted to watch season two the wife already left me. Frieren is indeed good though,
Reply to @LRRRonEarth@beige.party
Red Rozenglass@rozenglass@fedi.dreamscape.link (2026-07-21 13:28:41)
@LRRRonEarth@beige.party My understanding is that it means doing things to intentionally build your reputation / image as a cool person.